I’m at home today because a nice fellow is outside working on our house. I’m also expecting another nice fellow to come by and talk about floors. The latter fellow has eight minutes left in the window he gave us. Contractors should say 9 when they mean 9, not “between 7 and 8″ when they mean 9. That’s true of everyone, really. I’m capable of showing up at 7pm when my class starts then. Should I choose to show up at 8:30, I should not be shocked by the absence of everyone else.
I brought work home with me to do, but, as yet, haven’t done much with it. I know there are people who work well at home. I’m not one of them. Oh sure, I’ve checked e-mail and read a little. Only a little.
I also know people who do their own home improvement work. I admire them from afar. If I get to close, they might poke out my eye with a saw or something.
I admire the fortitude these folks have in doing their things. I also always find myself feeling odd about the circumstance of having work done on my house while I wile away the day dog-sitting the two canine-type freaks Honey and I brought into our lives.
I keep telling myself that since I’ll be at home tomorrow, too, I’ll get some of what I brought home done then.
It’s a funny thing, this lack of motivation. I have lamented, in the past, my lack of time at home since I took on an administrative (rather than teaching) job at my fine institution of higher education. Honestly, though, I don’t know what I got done once upon a time. Instead, as the day has gone on, I remember some connected moments. They have not been moments of great production. Eating some pasta, reading the paper. It’s nice, I suppose. I find myself feeling at odds. Restless really.
My heart may be more restless than it used to be. I find that quite plausible. The problem, though, is how to calm the restless heart. Or at least how to get it to not beat up on itself for being restless.
The good news is that the work should be done tomorrow or Monday and we’ll have two layers of dog gates, more patio next to our side door, and functional locks on all our exterior doors and the garage. Honey has suggested we invite our handyman to move in, which I’m inclined to do, as we’re also in negotiation to have him rip out our carpeting, lay some tile, and fix us up with some fine faux wood laminate. “Only [we] will know it isn’t wood!”
As for my restless heart, I just checked in with Newton (or Ike, as I like to call him), and he reports that it’s likely to stay moving. At least for now. So wave if you see it run by.

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